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  Darin shook his head. “You’re not alone. You’ve got me. How many brothers do you need?”

  Alann fought no more battles, not with his first wreaking such harm. They watched him, the priest and the elders, and hung about by his guilt the boy stepped aside from whatever small troubles life in the village placed in his path. Alann Oak turned the other cheek though it was not in his nature to do so. Something ran through him, something sharp, at the core, not the dull anger or jealous loathing that prompts drunks to raise their fists, rather a reflex, an urge to meet each and any challenge with the violence born into him.

  “I’m different.” Spoken on his fourteenth name-day, out in the quiet of a winter’s night while others lay abed. Alann hadn’t the words to frame it but he knew it for truth. “Different.”

  “A dog among goats?” Darin Reed at his side, indifferent to the cold. He swept his arm toward the distant homes where warmth and light leaked through shutter cracks. “With them but not of them?”

  Alann nodded.

  “It will change,” Darin said. “Give it time.”

  Years fell by and with the seasons Alann Oak grew, not tall but tall enough, not broad but sturdy, hardened by toil on the land with plough and hoe. He walked away from his past, although he never once strayed further than Kilter’s Market seven miles down the Hay Road. He walked away from the whispers, from the muttered ‘kennt’, and all that came with him from those days was Darin Reed, the larger child but the smaller man, his fast companion, pale, quiet, true.

  The smoke of war darkened the horizon some summers, and once in winter, but the fires that sent those black clouds rising passed by the villages of the Marn, peace still lingering in the backwaters of the Broken Empire just as the old tongue still clung there. Perhaps they lacked the language for war.

  Sometimes those unseen battles called to Alann. In the stillness of night, wrapped tight by darkness Alann often wondered what a thing it would be to take up sword and shield and fight, not for any cause, not to place this lord or that lord in a new chair – but just to meet the challenge, to put himself to the test that runs along the sharp edge of life. And maybe once or twice he gathered his belongings in the quiet after midnight and set off from his parents’ cottage – but each time he found Darin, sat upon the horse trough beside the track that joins the road to Melsham. Each time the sight of his blood brother, pale beneath the moon, watching and saying nothing, turned Alann back the way he came.

  Alann found himself a woman, Mary Miller from Fairfax, and they married in Father Abram’s church on a chill March morning, God himself watching as they said their vows. God and Darin Reed.

  More years, more seasons, more crops leaping from the ground in the green storm of their living, reaped and harvested, sheep with their lambs, Mary with her two sons, delivered bloody into Alann’s rough hands. As red as Darin Reed when he lay there veiled in his own lifeblood. And family changed him. The need to be needed proved stronger than the call of distant wars. Perhaps that’s all he had ever looked for, to be valued, to be essential, and who is more vital to a child than its ma and pa?

  Time ran its slow course, bearing farm and farmer along with it, and Alann watched it all pass. He held his boys with his calloused hands, nails bitten to the quick, prayed in God’s stone house, knowing every hour of every day that somehow he didn’t fit into his world, that he went through the motions of his life not quite feeling any of it the way it should be felt, an impostor who never knew his true identity, only that this was not it. Even so, it was enough.

  “None of them see me, Darin, not Mary, not my sons, or Father Abram. Only you, and God.” Alann thrust at the soil before him, driving the hoe through each clod, reducing it to smaller fragments.

  “Maybe you don’t see yourself, Alann. You’re a good man. You just don’t know it.” Darin stood looking out across the rye in the lower field.

  “I’m a bad seed. You learned that the day you came against me.” Alann bent and took up a clod of earth, crumbling it in his hand. He pointed across the broken earth to where Darin’s gaze rested. “I sowed that field myself, checked the grains, but there’ll be karren grass amongst the rye, green amongst the green. You won’t see it until it’s time to bear grain – even then you have to hunt. But come an early frost, come red-blight, come a swarm of leaf-scuttle, then you’ll see it. When the rye starts dying ... that’s when you’ll see the karren grass because it may look the same, but it’s hard at the core, bitter, and it won’t lie down.” He dug at the ground, then, turned by some instinct, looked east across the wheat field. Two strangers approaching, swords at their hips.

  “It’s a bad day to be a peasant.” The taller of the two men smiled as he walked across the field, flattening the new wheat beneath his boots.

  “It’s never a good day to be a peasant.” Alann straightened slowly, rubbing the soil from his hand. The men’s grimy tatters had enough in common to suggest they had once been a uniform. They came smeared with dirt and ash, blades within easy reach, a reckless anticipation in their eyes.

  “Where’s your livestock?” The shorter man, older, a scar threading his cheekbone leading to a cloudy eye. Close up both men stank of smoke.

  “My sheep?” Alann knew he should be scared. Perhaps he lacked the wit for it, like goats led gently to their end. Either way a familiar calm enfolded him. He leant against his hoe and kept his gaze on the men. “Would you like to buy them?”

  “Surely.” The tall man grinned, a baring of yellow teeth. Wolf’s fangs. “Lead on.”

  For a heartbeat Alann’s gaze fell to the soldiers’ boots, remnants of the fresh green wheat still sticking to the leather. “I’ve never been a good farmer,” he said. “Some men have the feel for it. It’s in their blood. The land speaks to them. It answers them.” He watched the strangers. Conversations carry a momentum, there’s a path they are expected to take, a cycle, a season, like the growing of crop. Take the rhythm of seasons away and farmers grow confused. Turn a conversation at right angles and men lose their surety.

  “What?” The shorter man frowned, doubt in his blind eye.

  The tall man twisted his mouth. “I don’t give a-”

  Alann flipped up his hoe, a swift turn about the middle, sped up by kicking the head. He lunged forward, jabbing. Instinct told him never to swing with a long weapon. The short metal blade proved too dull to cut flesh but it crushed the man’s throat back against the bones of his neck and his surprise left him in a wordless crimson mist.

  Without pause Alann charged the soldier’s companion, the shaft of his hoe held crosswise before him in two outstretched hands. The man turned his shoulder, reaching for his sword. He would have done better to pull his knife. Alann bore him to the ground, pressing the hoe across his neck, pinning the half-drawn blade with the weight of his body.

  Men make ugly sounds as they choke. Both soldiers purpled and thrashed and gargled, the first needing no more help to die, the second fighting all the way. When soldiers poke a hole in a man and move on, leaving him to draw his last breaths alone, there’s a distance. That’s battle. The farmer though, the death he brings is more personal. He gentles his beast, holds it close, makes his cut, not in passion, not with violence, but as a necessary thing. The farmer stays, the death is shared, part of the cycle of seasons and crops, of growing and of reaping. They name it slaughter. Alann felt every moment of the older man’s struggle, body to body, straining to keep him down. He watched the life go out of the soldier’s good eye. And finally, exhausted, revolted, trembling, he rolled clear.

  Getting to all fours Alann vomited, a thin acidic spew across the dry earth. He got to his knees, facing out across the next field, rye, silent and growing, row on row, rippling in the breeze. It hardly seemed real, a dead man to either side of him.

  “You should get up,” Darin said. Solemn, pale, watching as he always watched.

  “... they called me kennt.” Allen’s mind still fuzzy within that strange and enfolding calm. “When I wa
s a boy, the others called me kennt. They knew. Children know. It’s grown men who see what they want to see.”

  “You can walk away from it.” Darin looked down at the dead men. “This doesn’t define you.”

  “Forgive me then.” Alann got to his feet, drawing the sword the soldier had failed to pull and taking the dagger that he should have.

  “You need to forgive yourself, brother.” Darin offered him that smile, the only one he ever had, the almost smile, sadder than moonset. The smile faded. “You have to go to the house now.”

  “The house! They came from the house!” Even as Alann said it he started to run up the slope toward the rise concealing his home. He ran fast but the sorrow caught him just the same, a choke hold, misting his eyes. His life had never fit, his wife, his children, always seeming as though they should belong to someone else, someone better, but Mary he had grown to love, in his way, and the boys had taken hold of his heart before they ever knew how to reach.

  Alann ran, pounding up the slope. The flames had the house in their grip by the time he cleared the ridge. The heat stopped him as effectively as a wall. Some men, better men perhaps, would have run on, impervious to the inferno, impervious to the fact that nothing could live within those walls, too wrapped in grief to do anything but die beside their loved ones. For Alann though, the furnace blast that blistered his cheeks and took the tears from his eyes, burned away the mist of emotion and left him empty. He stepped back from the crackle and the roar, one pace, three paces, five until the heat could be endured. He dropped both weapons and stared into his empty hands as if they might hold his sorrow.

  “I’m sorry.” Darin, standing at his side, untouched by the heat, untroubled by the run.

  “You!” Alann turned, hands raised. “You did this!”

  “No.” A plain denial. A slow shake of his head.

  “You brought this curse ... you never forgave me!”

  “It didn’t happen for a reason, Alann. These things never do. Hurt spills over into hurt, like water over stones. There’s no foreseeing it, no knowing who it will touch, who will be left standing.”

  Alann knelt to take up the sword and the knife.

  “You’ve got to get to the village, warn the elders. There needs to be a defence-”

  “No.” Alann’s turn to offer flat refusal. He turned and walked toward the shelter where the sheep huddled against winter storms. Kindling lay stacked in the lee of the dry stone wall, and in a niche set into its thickness, wrapped in oil-cloth, an old hatchet, a whetstone alongside. Alann thrust sword and dagger into his belt and took the hand-axe, and the stone to set an edge on it.

  “There’s another side to this, Alann. It’s a storm like any other, the worst of them, but it will end-”

  “You want me to rebuild? Find a new wife? Make more sons?” Alann scanned the distant fields as he spoke, his hands already busy with the whetstone on the hatchet blade. He could see the lines where the soldiers had set off through the beet, angling towards Warren Wood. Robert Good’s farm lay beyond, and Ren Hay’s, the village past those. Alann pocketed the stone and set off after his prey at a steady jog.

  Darin was waiting for him at the wood’s edge.

  “You’ll die, and for nothing. You won’t save anyone, won’t get revenge. You’ll die as the man you never wanted to be. God will see you-”

  “God sent the soldiers. God made me a killer. Let’s see how that turns out.”

  “No.” And Darin stepped into his path, careless of the hatchet in his brother’s hand.

  “It’s over.” Alann didn’t pause. “And you’re just a ghost.” He stepped through Darin and went on into the trees.

  Six soldiers rested at the base of one of the old-stones, monoliths scattered through the Warren Wood, huge and solitary reminders of men who lived off these lands before Christ first drew breath. They had insignias beneath the grime of their tunics but Alann wouldn’t have known which lord they took their coin from even if the coat of arms had flown above them on a new-sewn banner. He slipped back through the holly that hid him and in the clearer space behind drew the sword he had taken. It would serve him poorly in the close confines beneath the trees and he had never swung one before. He stepped around the bush, breaking through the reaching branches of a beech, the sword held in two hands over his shoulder.

  The soldiers started to rise as he emerged into the clearing around the old-stone. He threw the sword and it made half a turn in the ten yards between them, impaling a bearded man through the groin. Alann pulled the hatchet and knife from his belt and charged, arms crossed before him.

  The quickest of the patrol came forward before he covered the ground, one with sword in hand, helm on head, the other bare-headed, his knife in his fist, shield awkward on his arm. At the last moment before they closed Alann threw himself to the ground before the pair, feet first, sliding between them through the dirt and dry leaves. He swung out with both arms, hatchet to the back of one knee, knife to the other. A farmer butchers his own meat, he knows about such things as tendons and the purpose they serve.

  Alann’s slide ended at the base of the old-stone, taking the feet from under a third soldier as he stood. He rolled into space and threw himself clear as a sword struck sparks from the monolith just above his head. He ran, sure-footed, a tight circle around the base of the old-stone, thicker than a pair of grandfather oaks. Two soldiers gave pursuit but were yards behind him as he came again upon the three felled men and a fourth seeking to help one of the injured men up. Alann powered through the cluster, a quick hatchet blow to the back of the standing man as he bent over, followed by a knife slash across the neck of the groin-stabbed man as he gained his feet.

  A tight turn around the monolith and Alann spun about, crouching low. The two soldiers thundered round the corner, swords before them. Alann launched himself into the foremost, beneath the man’s sword, both legs driving him forward and up, shoulder turned to take the impact against the man’s belly. The two of them crashed back into the third, taking him down. Four quick stabs to the man’s abdomen at the tempo of a fast clap. Alann clambered over him, pinning his sword arm beneath his knee, and lunging, brought his hatchet down into the face of the soldier behind, the man had been scrabbling away on his backside to get clear, but too slow.

  Alann drove his dagger through the throat of the gut-stabbed man then wrenched it out. Dripping with blood he stood and jerked the hatchet from the face of the second twitching soldier. It came free with a crack of bone.

  A wounded animal is only at its most dangerous because that’s when it’s likely to attack you. A man who was already attacking you is considerably less dangerous when wounded. Alann walked around to finish the two hamstrung men.

  He stood from the task, scarlet with other men’s blood. Darin watched from the gloom beneath the trees, silent, ghost-pale, his limbs translucent, little more than suggestions of the light and shade.

  “You’ve killed evil men,” Darin said.

  Alann looked around at the red ruin he’d made. “There’s evil in most men – just waiting for its chance.”

  “They were evil. You did God’s work.”

  “God didn’t make me to kill evil men – he made me to kill, like the knife is made to cut.”

  Shouts rung out deeper in the woods, more soldiers, from several directions. Alann raised his hatchet.

  Darin slid from the shadows, almost invisible when he stood in the sunlight. “We’re brothers, Alann, come back with me. There’s still a life for you here.”

  “The choice has been made. By me, or for me. There’s no going back. Not anymore.”

  The shouts grew closer.

  Alann spoke again. “There’s only one thing you can do for me now, Darin.”

  A silence hung between them, golden in the light.

  “I forgive you, brother.”

  And saying it Darin stepped back into the shadow, indistinct even there now, his features smoothed into some blur that might be any man. Around hi
m others rose, pale ghosts, eight more, crowding close so that Alann could no longer be sure which was Darin. They stood there, nine wraiths, the shadows of his kills. His new crop.

  Three soldiers burst into the clearing, blinking in the light, and Alann threw himself among them.

  He couldn’t say how long he fought or how many he killed beneath the green roof of the forest, only that it was long and many. At last he stood red-clad and panting, his back to a tall rock, and found himself where he started, at the old-stone, more corpses before him.

  A slow hand-clap made him lift his head though exhaustion weighed it down. A man walked from the trees, lacking the soldiers’ urgency though moving with more care. Others emerged behind him, all armed, not soldiers though. Bandits, road men, the scum that roamed the borders of any war, picking at the wound. Alann looked from one face to the next. Hard men all. Each different from the next, short and tall, young and old, dirty and clean, but he recognised something in each one. Every man a killer born.

  Their leader stopped clapping. A young man, tall, wild, a dangerous look in his eye. “You cut men like an art-form, brother. I watched the first six ... magnificent.”

  Alann wiped his mouth and spat, the copper taste of blood across his tongue. “You watched?”

  The man shrugged. He was younger than Alann had first thought. “Some men just want to watch the world burn.” He grinned.

  “I’m the fire.”

  “That you are, brother, and which of us is worse?”

  Alann had no answer to that.

  “How do they call you, brother?” The sound of a horn in the distance. Another, closer. More soldiers.

  “Kennt.” A dozen men and more watched him now. “They call me kennt.”

  “Brother Kent.” The young man drew his sword, a glimmering length of razored steel. “Red Kent I’ll call you, for you come to us bloody.”

  “Red Kent.” Muttered up and down the line. “Red Kent.” The welcome of the pack.

  “The baron’s men are coming, Brother Kent.” The youth pointed with his blade out into the Warren Wood. “Will you fight beside us?”